have not update my blog of late, being due to the hectic working schedule and in the need of some time for myself to rediscover certain things in my life.
being adjusting may not seems simple, more so to 'adjusted' to a new way of life can be vulnerable sometimes.
Have not seen my other half close to 2 months now and wondering if she is coping fine or otherwise. i really hope she can take this current lifestyle as temporary rather than thinking its gonna be a lifetime things.
I have move most of my dragging past and to be able to recuperate, it seems ages. but it does not stop me from thinking and complaining about the struggle i need to encounter, maybe it is just a way for me to refine something which i am suppose to gain greater mileage later of my life.
I do admit that im a boring person, how much reflections of life can really works for me if things still stagnated as it seems to be but with a more approachable manner can be assume it is in a positive mode.
Closing to year end struggle, have i achieve much for the last 9 months? some mileage, but maybe its seems like a single step from my other half. I can't complain for her rant, as she needs security of course, as well as certain extend of life insurance as we are both reaching the age of marriage, where certain degree of compromise need to be adjusted being in a relationship status.
Im thankful to GOD, for her patient, for her willingness and her struggle for betterment throughout our year plus relationship.
Please allow me to make good use of current moment to enhance what needs to be and through time (again and again i say that), we gonna reach there, the struggle is painful but it will make us treasure more for every effort and time we are not being able to make up, we shall be there wanting each other more.
I love you and GOD bless us
Kenny Chong
