For you looking up towards my well being,
my rocky journey of life,
You forgo lot of good things in life,
just to make sure that i am doing good in life,
you confront our relative when i fail badly,
when i don't even think hard for all my bad deed,
for all the silly mistakes that i have made,
you ensure brothers and sisters reached me,
even though i am drifting apart,
you savage and behold this family after daddy's passing,
for all you think about is the love for us and for me,
sometimes, i just know i do not know how to express myself to others,
which is so true, as you know i am a very introvert person when it comes to meeting people,
how much you have protected me for whoever I am, for whatever situation i am embroiled into,
i caused you much pain and sorrow, as sometimes I admit I am rebellious and stubborn,
throughout everything, I am really sorry if i hurt you deep,
I learned along this journey of life, sometimes it is just that i am really sad and do not know how to confront you for many things in life,
I keep things by myself and i do not know how to tell,
the reason for this blog is one of the way or another tell and express many things that have lingers in my mind, that sometimes you find hard to understand what i want to do in life,
failure has certainly makes me a little lost in my direction of life,
the consequences of the failure has certainly degrading my morale and spirit of pursuance, yet i am pursuing further, for i know, journey of life does not end just of a battle, i pledge to continue more battle, my aim is to win a war, for what i think losing battles is nothing more than to lose a war,
I am making up of my past half decade, doing something which i am still uphold with it, this time, I am more cautious, and towards everything i come across,
I do not know if time allows me to share our journey, but rest assure for one thing,
I am upholding daddy's surname, and i cannot afford more time and money to repeat the same mistake,
I am walking the path of right, I leave the rocky experience behind and vow to do it better,
I never assure you because i can never know what beholds the path I am going through, leading me towards the light or towards the dark tunnel, I hold faith to you and late daddy, that i am walking towards the light path,
OF ALL, I AM DEEP HEARTEDLY SAYING TO YOU MAMA, I AM SORRY, I MAKE YOU UNHAPPY, LET ME PROVE TO YOU, I AM A CHANGED PERSON; FOR BETTERMENT AND I TRUTHFULLY PRAY YOU HAVE THE GREATEST HEALTH TO SEE YOUR SON AS A NOBLE MAN AND YOU HAVE DO A GREAT JOB IN BRINGING UP THE BUBBLY 5 OF US A TRULY NOBLE MAN AND WOMAN OF THIS COMMUNITY WORLD!
LOVE YOU ALOT AND FOREVER ALWAYS,
KOOK PHONG
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